1. |
Duality
01:30
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I feel it slipping out of me
My unborn conscience
Abuse my curiosity
For fucked up reasons
I've been getting connections that I don't wanna receive
I thought I wanted it so I'm enduring it
It's like you're filled with police
They're like "you're coming with me"
They said I wanted it
And it's convincing me
I feel the love you're giving me
Because you talk about it
And I realize what you did to me
But things are good so fuck it
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2. |
Tendrils
04:31
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I feel my tendrils digging in
Seeping pleasure from the skin
And when I try to pull it out I keep on fucking freaking out
When I die, will I go
To the place that was my home?
Where I used to have some fun
Where I'd lost what I'd become
I can see you in my soul
Torturing me on my own
I can feel your presence pouring in from everywhere
I've been feeding off your blood
While I'm giving you my love
I can tell you're looking cuz I'm looking into you
I've been sitting in my room
Til' you tell me what to do
I could open up my body if you want me to
Like your tiny little bug
Do you wanna cut me up?
Do you wanna see the things I've been keeping you from?
I can see you in my soul
Torturing me on my own
I can feel your presence pouring in from everywhere
I've been feeding off your blood
While I'm giving you my love
I can tell you're looking cuz I'm looking into you
We can be you and me
I've been waiting endlessly
Hopefully, surgery makes you feel like part of me
I can feel everything when you're taking care of me
Bleeding out internally, sharing veins and arteries
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3. |
Blanking
03:47
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Out of time and out of everything
I don't hesitate when it's everyday
Serpentine when I'm exiting, it's like emptying
Everyone that I know
Just fuck with me
I'm your queen
I'm in the evergreen
So please let me know
Everything you're in
So I can know the pain
When I'm done you're all spiraling
And you're violent and I'm over it
When you come I'll be stumbling
In the toxicity that's inside of my soul
I take my share
I'm in between your teeth
I care
Just fuck with me
I'm your queen
I'm in the evergreen
So please let me know
Everything you're in
So I can know the pain
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4. |
Death By Nothing
03:17
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I don't know why I feel it
But it's consuming me and
I know it's tearing me up
But I'll just keep fucking up
I think I failed to do anything that I ever did
So what's the point of it?
Where's my deliverance?
If there's a way to touch it, I wanna get it out
And I've been coming up with ways of pulling it out
I feel like something's coming
I never see it coming
But it's coming
Death by nothing
Inside the back of my mind
I've been collecting dust
And I've been hacking it up
Feels like my time's almost up
Feels like my soul is running out of gas and out of cash
So what's the point of it?
Am I just rolling with it?
If there's a way to touch it, I wanna cut it out
And I've been coming up with ways of carving it out
I feel like something's coming
I never see it coming
But it's coming
Death by nothing
It's getting really big
I know you're listening
I know you did some artificial sick shit
My body's splintering
Digital filtering
You like to watch me bleed out on the railing
Death by nothing!
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5. |
Peel It Back
03:47
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I have friends and they're forcing me to get on my knees
Do you see all the needles on the inside of me?
I can hurt someone I know or someone that I don't
Even if it isn't true, would you wipe off the dirt?
It's real enough to wanna feel it
I'm gonna peel it back
And make it really bad for you
Do I look like a little bitch inside of a cage?
Like a chemical weapon in the shape of a girl
Do you like it when I'm bleeding when I'm sweating it out?
My third eye's filled with maggots, but I'm airing it out
It's real enough to wanna feel it
I'm gonna peel it back
And make it really bad for you
It's real enough to wanna feel it
I wanna bleed so bad
And make you really mad at me
Everything's panning out
DVDs on dissipation
Undergoing desiccation
It's real enough to wanna feel it
I'm gonna peel it back
And make it really bad for you
Everything's panning out
DVDs on dissipation
Undergoing desiccation
Let me know what you want
I can hide my hesitation
While you're putting all the pain in
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6. |
Deep Web
03:00
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I'm infected but I keep messing with it
Another fucked up wound without a tourniquet
I'm in deep shit and now I'm swimming in it
And I'm hallucinating, 'least that's what you said
I know you're watching while I'm enduring it
And you've been streaming my pain on the deep web
I'm 'bout to lose it, I'm trapped in an illusion
I'm seeing new shit coming up from my skin
I'm losing myself but I keep finding it
Inside a dark room deep inside the bullshit
I'm losing focus and feeling really hopeless
I'm trapped inside of a cage 'cuz I agreed to get in
I know you're watching while I'm enduring it
And you've been streaming my pain on the deep web
I'm 'bout to lose it, I'm trapped in an illusion
I'm seeing new shit coming up from my skin
Giving up carefully
Obfuscation setting in
You can touch where it is
No reception in this pit
Stitching in all my sin
No redemption for this bitch
Feeling lost, never found
Getting off on hopelessness
All of it spilling out
Sorry that I'm lashing out
It's okay, I can know
'Cuz you're me and I've seen worse
Please don't try anything
'Cuz you know that it won't work
Cut the signal, fade to black
All alone
Peace-ing out
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7. |
My/Self
04:09
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I think that my mind's gonna disappear
'Cuz I'm having so much fun in my biosphere
You're pumping substances in my oxygen
I don't know what it is, but I wanna let it in
I'm here for me, and she's enveloping me
I feel it deep within, in my synthetic skin
She's taking me and showing me everything I couldn't see
And now it's scaring me
I can feel you encrypting all my memories
And you're putting new ones inside my arteries
I wanna be closer than I could ever be
Now you're allowing me, saying we're becoming me
I'm here for me, and she's enveloping me
I feel it deep within, in my synthetic skin
She's taking me and showing me everything I couldn't see
And now it's scaring me
I'm all by myself with my pound of flesh
We're taking turns ripping pieces off of it
I'm really scared, but you're really into it
Take off the bandages
Let me see how bad it is
You're here for me
And now you're killing me
I feel it deep within
We're splicing human skin
She's taking me and showing me everything
And now I know how it ends
Please don't let it end
And now I know how it ends
Please don't let it end
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8. |
Scraping
03:57
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In the dark life feels like tortue
Every year, yeah every day's closer
Does it feel like lukewarm water?
In the future, like a fissure
Never seen it but I feel it every day
I'm afraid I'm a void inside of space
It'll pass, maybe
But it doesn't really make it hurt much less
Cut my hands on a broken mirror
We're a lot alike, but I'm injured
Steel thorns and tiny sludge
In the wound bitch, take a picture
Never seen it but I feel it every day
I'm afraid I'm a void inside of space
I'm the kind of girl who puts me in my place
I'm awake and you're scraping up my face
It'll start, maybe
But it doesn't really make it hurt much less
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9. |
Signals
04:08
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I've been getting ads for fucked up shit
Nondescript boxes of flesh on the internet
This is what you're pushing to me, uh-uh
A premonition only I can perceive
I've been looking at evil things
Delivered by you to my computer screen
Peering through the camera eye
Implanting secret codes in my bicameral mind
You've been targeting me
I know you've been altering my identity
You've been sending signals through the cell phone towers
I can see the patterns
Now you know my every move
We're combining data
Feels like you're putting little knives in my brain
What I do when I'm alone
And it feels like there's something else inside of my home
How did you know that I am in fear?
And how did you know when I tried to disappear?
No one's listening but you
Making sure I see it through
I've made a bad decision
And now I can't seek forgiveness
You've been targeting me
I know you've been altering my identity
You've been sending signals through the cell phone towers
I can see the patterns
Now you know my every move
We're combining data
Feels like you're putting little knives in my brain
I'm here with you
Got a little gift in tow
Reaching for my side and I take it out, big reveal
It hurts, me too
But in the end it's one of us
I still feel you in my bones
May God have mercy on my soul
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10. |
Memory Controller
01:27
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11. |
Solid State
03:19
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I can feel my soul beaming into you
I'm peeling back the layers of my skin for you
And now I'm breaking down
My guts are flowing out
And I can't make it stop
So now I'm freaking out
I don't know what to do, so why don't you kill me?
Eviscerate me
Obliterate me
I'm grinding off the stains from the love you gave me
Exsanguinating
And coagulating
There's been nothing on my mind
I hear ringing all the time
There's a kind of fucked up pulsing in this heart of mine
Cuz I'm waiting here for you
Could you tell me like you do?
I'm a devil that pretended I loved you
I don't know what to do, so why don't you kill me?
Eviscerate me
Obliterate me
I'm grinding off the stains from the love you gave me
Exsanguinating
And coagulating
And we can take it off
'Cuz now I'm getting off
I've been emptying my blood
Rip the bandage off the cut, and I'll sear it shut
And I've been running out
My body's giving out
I'm a broken SSD
And I'm overwriting my personality
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12. |
My/Cell
04:58
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I've resigned to my design
I'm feeling sick from the fractures on the inside
Every time I try to die
I bleed internally for all of eternity
I feel it, your heaven
My little torture session
I see the distortion, I've got a sick obsession
You noticed I'm focused on all the things I've stolen
I'm fucking forsaken, forgotten, forever
I'm always terrified
What's on the other side
Another version of me that's getting crucified
Oh god I didn't know I lied
I've been abandoned for my crimes
I know I'm evil and I know I deserve to be
Thrown in a cage and be subjected to misery
And forced to find a way to self-induce agony
Til I repent for my sins until I kill you again
I feel it, your heaven
My little torture session
I see the distortion, I've got a sick obsession
You noticed I'm focused on all the things I've stolen
I'm fucking forsaken, forgotten, forever
You always said that you didn't wanna cut it off
But it's too late 'cuz I already sawed it off
My love's evaporating, my heart's incinerating
You always said you'd do it first, well I'm fucking waiting
Then you never did
Now we're repeating it
But then you never did
Now we're repeating it
Then you never did
Now we're repeating it
But then you never did
Now we're repeating it
I feel it slipping out of me
My unborn conscience
And I realize what you did to me
Taking away all my fucking appendages
I know you know what I did
So fucking deal with it
And we're always repeating it
Until it's fucking perfect
The cure for being worthless
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hi, my names livie and i like making music
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